When you first apply to join the forum, you will have to wait a while to be approved. Just be patient.
Once you are a member, don't forget to check the calendar(s) for session times. Sessions are held on different platforms, so be sure to find out where the session will take place:-
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English radio playlists on Discord.
Fake it until you make it.
Do you want to be happy, quiet, loving, successful or active? This will soon become true if you just act as if you are already in this emotional state and/or you already have these qualities. The 'as if priciple', is first discovered by the American philosopher William James. He told us that we can create outer circumstances by acting "as if" they are already real; for example, we can be happy by acting as if we are happy. Why don't you try it yourself?